If i could dream, I’ll dream about you.

AHAHA AHAHAHAHA!! (mandark’s sinister laugh!) ORAL IS OVER! and geog and math test are over. i could do the geog paper because i’ve done that level of response questions before and i kinda remember 90% of my work. math test… let’s not talk about it. i cant even do probability! oh crap!!! i can only do certain parts of the percentiles and interquartile question. and forget about doing the vector questions. i catch no ball.

oral exam’s about hygiene! conversation’s first question. tell me about the place that you stay in. followed by how would you tidy up your place. followed by are you a very organised person. tell me about a time when being hygienic is difficult and finally, tell me something bad when being too hygienic. so many questions right? mdm yani said not to worry because the examiners are like that. it’s normal for them to ask us alot of questions. and she said that it doesnt mean that we’ll do badly just because the examiners asked a lot of questions. i know i wont fail. just cant guarantee what kind of marks i will be getting. oh well. oral is over~ time to move on!

oh. and i just cant understand people just say things without thinking! like seriously! for goodness sake!! words can annoy people easily! 人言可畏! understand! next time think before you do or say anything. or you’ll just get yourself into a hell lot of trouble. i really wonder why i am able to tolerate the nonsense that the person is giving me. everyone asked me the same question and i cant give an answer to it. what to do? unfortunate mah. too bad. oh well. crap happens(to me all the time!)

i need to study my geog.
i need to study my math.
i need to prepare for my oral exam tomorrow.
i need to catch up on my sleep.
i need to release all that stress.
i need to chiong my art.
i need to stop all the nonsense that is happening around me.
i need the motivation to study.
i need someone whom i can talk to.

i want to cry out for help. but is there anyone who will hear my cry?
i want to get my O’s over and done with.
i want her to wake up from her dream and realise that the world is not her big playground!
i want her to know that she had hurt people’s feelings deeply!
i want her to know that i’m not a toy that was played with and now chucked aside!
i want that one day to come when i can stop typing all these nonsense on my blog!
i want and i will stop these nonsense already.

i’m sorry. but i just cant help it. i’m sorry for being so annoying.

SO ANNOYINGGGGGG!!! my art teacher said i left my art at dawson so she brought it back with her. and now she doesnt want to return it to me! WHAT?! no logic at all! now i have to draw it again. crap. and i just remembered that i’ve got geog mock test tomorrow. great. same day as oral. not double stress! SICKENING! and everything has to happen now!!!!!!!!! give me a break man! oh great. and i have a math test tomorrow too. :@

comments replied:
JiRo: ya man(: i’ll let you know when something is up thanks
AMANDA: oh? didnt appear? sorry uh~ LOL! it’s good to talk to you after so long uh. it’s good that you can juggle between the party and talking uh~ LOL!

HELLO HELLO today’s post is going to be a super short update. sorry about that. basically, today, i’d to stay back for english conferencing. and after that went up to take a look at how my choir is doing! i miss them so much. they were practicing the national anthem today because mrs balan wanted the choir to sing in front of everyone on mondays, the national anthem.

ohoh! choir will be going to hong kong on the 2nd week of december! all sec 4s are to go! the dates are not confirmed yet. but please do block out the days from 8th-13th december. and on the 14th, it’s RHEMA!! HAHA!!! i’m so excited!!! oh well. that’s about it(: till next time guys(:

i’m gonna have a tiring week after today. monday school’s gonna end at 3 due to the long and draggy afternoon assembly. after that, i’ve got to see mdm yani for conferencing. tuesday’s art remedial could be on for the prep for prelims or it could be just for the people that have not finished their coursework. i hope it’s not remedial for prep for prelims. so i’ll be free on tuesday! wednesday’s got geography mock. and wednesday’s my O LEVELS ENGLISH ORAL!! thurday, science practical hopefully until 4. and after that i have to fly to commonwealth to meet a friend to get something.  friday, accounts and ss remedial. after that conferencing again and there’ll be cell at 7.30. there goes my week! i’m so looking forward to weekendsssss!!!! AHHHHH!!!!

today’s worship and sermon was good. sermon was on the 13th dicsiple, Matthias(pronounced as mer-tai-ias). oh well~ jeanie was stressing on how to pronounce Matthias properly. i love it when she preaches. she’s like the female version of pastor ronald! AHAH! BUT! she’s GOOD!

FUNNY FUNNY(: while we were at starbucks playing a game ken suggested.
this is the forfeit of the game. answering random question. i kena-ed this question that’s damn funny.
if you’re stranded on an island, who/what do you want to have with you.
adler: KENNETH YEO!
ken: OH NO! PLEASE DONT!
ernest: ya. kenneth.
and it’s my turn to answer the question.
me: i want my slippers.
some of us: why?
one of us i cant rmb who: CAUSE KENNETH YEO IS THERE! so she can slap him with her sandals!
us: LOL!!!!
ken: oh no! next time you see four island. hey is that phuisee!! ya! she’s holding her slipper!
me: LOLOLOLOL!
us: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!
i dont know why i’ve got something to do with slippers now. maybe because i kept saying “one more time and i’ll slap you with my slipper!”. oh well

okays gtg for dinner. till then stay cool

helloooooo i’m super tired and lethargic at the moment. i’m so sorry if my post doesnt make sense to you guys now. my apologies~ went for a birthday party yesterday. i’d barely spoken to the birthday girl. probably less than 5 lines? yes. and i mean less than 5 lines.

while i was there, i basically hung around people who werent close to her also. talked to amanda about each other’s progress in church and at home, and talk about the days when we were still at children’s church. they played some games and i watched and everyone kena powder on their heads(oh my goodness~). smsed some people. and by 9.45, we left the place. ahboy was super funny. he said “bye birthday girl!” he looked at me and said it again(in a sacarstic tone) “bye birthday girl!”. and i said “eh. this is going to be your last time saying goodbye to her uh?” and we both laughed! dont know why we reacted in this manner? oh well~ find it out on your own! HAHA i’m being mean XD.

well. that’s about it for now. till then, STAY BEAUTIFUL

SO NOT ORIGINAL!

i happened to hear this song over the radio while i was having dinner with a friend at tanglin. used to be my favourite song, but oh well~

What About Now- Chris Daughtry
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

comments replied
AMANDA: LOL! i’ll see you on saturday toooooo LOL. i think you’ll be too busy to stick with me luh. you’re the organiser man

i’m tired. really. i’ve been thinking alot lately of what is happening around me. friends in church as usual. some issues dragging for so long and still havent come to an end yet. friends in school are getting weirder(if there’s even such a word) by the day. people giving me cold shoulders all of a sudden and after that be nice to me again. making new friends or forging a stronger friendship with a particular person while other friends distant away from me. this happens over and over and over again. i’m getting annoyed!!!

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I’m sorry about that